Friday, April 11, 2008

Well on a lighter note...


DEMONOID IS BACK UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My life is complete! All this time I thought it was gone, but its back!

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Remembering him Part 3

Yesterday we put him in the ground.  I left the grave site heart broken.  The usual questions filled my head; Why would god do this to me?, Why did he have to die now?  The truth is Wiley Bucey Jr. was the greatest man I have ever known.  It was his time to go.  He was much more than a grandfather to me, he was a mentor, a friend.  Anyone who has ever known him knows what I'm talking about.  As for now off to bed.  Im afraid to go to school tomorrow but I know god is with me.  I have shed too many tears for this man and it is time to move on.  Even though my mind has not made up what has happened, I still look to see what god is trying to show me through my grandfathers death.  It is all so surreal to me, and I still expect to see him out in the yard mowing the lawn...  Until next time,  I am still not ready for full social life.  School is going to be very hard tomorrow, but I am ready.  Amen   


Psalm 121

I lift up my eyes to the hills
where does my help come from?

My help comes from the lord,
maker of heaven and earth

He will not let your foot slip
he who watches over you will not slumber

Indeed, he who watches over Israel
will neither slumber nor sleep

The lord watches over you
the lord is you shade at your right hand

The sun will not harm you by day, 
nor the moon by night.

The lord will keep you from all harm
he will watch over you life

The lord will watch over your coming and going
both now and forevermore



Tuesday, April 08, 2008

Remebering him Part 2

Well its been three days since my grandfather died. Family is coming in from all places for the funeral which is tomorrow. (or today i guess) Its gonna be a tough day and I want to say thanks for all the support. My grandfather was a great man and was one of the biggest influences on my life. Though it may not seem like it on the outside, I am grieving his death a lot. (so please pray for me) Thanks again and see you later.

Saturday, April 05, 2008

Remembering him

Today my gramps died. It was a sad day. Lots of family was here to comfort him though. Its been really hard for me. Its the first death in the family that I have witnessed. Luckily we were all there when he took his last breaths. He was a good man and a good grandfather. I couldn't have asked for anything more. I have been blessed by this man and today he is with his father. Please pray for me in the following school week. I might take a day off but pray that I get over his passing soon. Thanks for all the support throughout his sickness. God bless. Love ya gramps.